Three days until my year subscription runs out. It was not the first time i've purchased a subscription and for the most part, I did not believe that it would be my last. However, as time ticks itself off the clock of life, so does my existance here on DA. I've slowly disassociated myself from most parts of the site and have gradually shutdown most communications with deviants. I've subconsiously been phasing myself out, arriving shortly at the final blink of light before nothingness. I do have to stop and ask myself if this is how I want it to end. 3+ years of being a deviant on this site. 3+ years of giving quite a bit of support. I ask myself now if those three years have been wasted.

Those of you who know me past the site, know that i've been toying with the idea of leaving for quite some time. You know the reasons why, and I hope that you understand up to this point. I have yet to commit fully to the plan, however, it appears that I am quickly approaching the deadline. I do indeed understand that a subscription is not necessary. I do however, dislike the notion of using up space that others have paid for.

While I'd like to discuss the reasons why I am considering leaving, I do not feel that they would:

a) be taken in context
b) be considered
c) respected


Therefore, I will keep my counsel to a select few. Just know that my reasoning lies with the official representation of DeviantART Inc., and not with the folks who use its services.

All of those who watch me shall know on the 9th whether i've decided to stay or not.

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Now moving at the speed of crackwhore, please remove your seatbelt and lean out the window!

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